WAITING FOR THE RED LETTER DAY

Something is going to happen today. It was 20th September 2012. Sunny.

The day is going to leave a late effect to the later ; no one knows if this does change what come next, but I defenitely feel the impact now... typing here.

Seriously, I can see my right hand trembles when I am out for the transcipt, my hands are cold, heart pounding, I know it but no one. Recalling it and I can still feel the starve for oxygen at those seconds, I am almost suffocated.

Under expectation, I am not surprise to see a Band 3 for my test, not at all, just a little dejected when people looked into their letter and put a smile on their face, while I stare into my letter and tell myself nothing changes for your disappointment. I have no idea if I am the one to blame, forget it, blame no one and keep it to yourself. I have wrote in numerous about being optimistic, expecting the best, and being forgetful of the past, of the right thing, have to say I am the most optimistic people among my circle, rather over optimistic sometimes.

📷So, no doubt, I am going to sit for the same exam again next year, not this year, not taking the risk of messing with STPM, not worthwhile. Well, this blog still seems useful and helpful, leveling up together with this language. Look at the number on the right, I tell you, Jeff don't want that →