Action packed

Rarely getting the chance to relax 100% and have the time to think of what's next to come. This job has done enough changes to my life and I feel like these changes better be stopping anytime soon because I simply cannot cope with this much of changes at a time.

In the past four months, working has takes up a good 80% of my time (at least the time I am not sleeping) and leaves me with almost no time for myself. I have to rearrange my personal time to fit in my daily schedule so that I don't have to do my laundry 3 am in the morning or a workout session 11 pm at night. Most of the time, problem is not that time is not on my side, but the fact that I don't even know what's the time now. It even makes me wonder what on earth am I doing with my life, exchanging time with money, with money unspent because I don't have the time to use a dime.

Every cloud has its silver lining, I have got targets to achieve before this, just short of resources to accomplish them.

Now, I have got the resource and all the right tools required get things done. Hell no I am not just saying, I am doing it and showing to everyone that I did something and will keep on doing it as long as it is right and it is good. The sense of accomplishment fuels my spirit so I don't run dry with all the daunting works and stresses.

But most important of all, I have support from my love one, my girlfriend especially. After working long hours, you get back home and get the chance to talk to your love one, can almost instantly detoxify your body and cleanse you off of all the craps that stuck in your brain after work. Thank you my dear girlfriend for being my support and making me continues to believe in myself and have faith in life.

The only relieve is when you are not at work