SKULL BREAKING... THE TENSE IN THE HEAD

It feels like someone keeps putting stuff into my head, it is filled again and again with more stuff and I am almost suffocated.

I can't shout here, I don't know people who I can talk to, telling all the things and yet get their understanding ; I don't know , I wouldn't do that, perhaps it is because if I share things with them, I made them sad, and even worse is the problem. I want to share this agony, but I just can't make it. So bad.

Headache, fell into the deepest agony where skull breaking is the only thing happens.

The air our there is all calm, my head, state of complete confusion and disorder. What a tragedy.